dear: Mohammad Shadian Merwyn

"mohammad merwyn: yahhh

mohammad merwyn: hhehehe

mohammad merwyn: aduh

mohammad merwyn: 21 yah?

mohammad merwyn: ah"

hi bear, happy birthday to you. how does it feel? yep, being twenty-something?

well, it's your turn now. do you have any wishes to come?

come on. let God knows what do you want.

ok, you may start..

finish? ok, amin..

to be honest, (and as you know) i'm not quite good in speaking or saying my thought.

i just feel that your birthday is my birthday too.

see.. i can't make a beautiful words for you. pardon moi :p

but still.. i wish i can be with you. as long as i can,

to celebrate your birthday.. to see you grow up.. to make you smile.. and to love and care you forever..

i wish you a very happy birthday, hei you! my object of affection. love you more each day :)

Pasar Seni ITB

everybody were busy about today just because the date is cute. is it? oh i think it's so-so, hehee *annoying* 10-10-10, ok, you got people's attention. people getting married, giving a birth, engaged, being in a relationship, what else? oh this one also, Pasar Seni ITB. the annual, uh no. this event is held every 4 or 5 years. but i must say that the event is totally great and.. SICK! the decoration, properties, stands, especially the concept! those FSRD students are too much creative i guess. great! can't wait for the next 4 years. and i chose to spent my afternoon to evening sunday with my boyf and met some friends, here.

talking about Pasar Seni ITB, i didn't bring my camera. i asked my mom to bring her digital pocket camera with me because i'm too lazy to bring my camera. hehehe :p

and i didn't take a lot of pictures there. but, i can share you some. please..

entrance

great sculpture. one of stages in the front of the gate. great decoration around the street, so sorry no picture added. a very nice welcoming part, i think.

inside

zillions people. amazing creations. about 3 stages inside if i'm not mistaken. nice foods. my boyf and i fave food? Mie Jelly. hahaha. what can i say? my legs are tired. i kept walking around ITB. oh there was Pinhole Camera Bandung booth also *drooling*. kinda tired, sat down and decided to go home at 6. you know what? the traffic was sick also. not only vehicle, even people also can't move. what a party today! thank you so much for accompanying me today you sour! happy amble! ooppssss! :p

i currently reading these books because of my preparation for my final exam. wish i have a very superb luck to pass this term now. graduate soon. amin.

and looking for this book

haven't got any idea where i can find it. none ebook or even pdf download are available. you got any info? please kindly tell me :)

pedestrian

i want my pedestrian timeeeeeeeee. especially on the night, and.. with you! hehehee. let's take a walk again bear, shall we? :)

and i kinda miss my yashica, too much!

WWSIWWG

once, i watched my twitter timeline. about 230-something friends that i follow one of them said like this "words never lie, heart does" well, what does my friend imply? (just like question in TOEFL test, eh?) hahahaa. well, when we see something (than we call it as an object) with our own eyes, brain starts working. searching the suitable word(s) to describe it. then, if we realize that the word(s) is(are)not same with what we want our heart will begin to deny it. pathetic yet stupid. whereas, that's the truth. because what we see is what we get.

What We See Is What We Get

"Save Our Earth"

picture from google

wrong. the expression above is wrong. earth already has its system to recover itself from damages that we've made. just like our body, earth also has "immune system" when he is getting sick. but it takes so many years for him to recover his body. thousand or maybe million years. and it's normal. all we have to do is to take care of our earth, therefore he can produce fresh air and give beautiful view. not making him sick. so, the expression above should be "Save Your Soul". yep, save your soul by loving and caring our earth with your own way.

-Fachmy Pradifta, My Big Brother :)

365 days

start from august go on to september, october, november, december, january, february, march, april, may, june, july and... go back to august.

hei, i'm hoping to be with you on next days, months and years. you fatty bear! thanks for being such a good best friend, my food-hunter, my nerd couple, my dvd marathon freak, my photography buddy, my shoulder to cry on, my warm hug, my other half, my bestest. you are my man. mine.

deeply in love with you, sour.

would you kindly tell me what are you doing exactly?

he was doing aerobic. burn your fat, bear. fattiieeeee. he is going 70kgs :p

July 10, 2010. big brother's wedding. got sister!

happy wedding my beloved big brother. may your new family always be blessed with happiness. and.. welcome to our family, dear sister, cita ilmiani dewi. finally, i have a sister! :) please take very good care of him. i give him to you as yours. he is quite easily getting stomachache when he eats very spicy food, he likes to make a cup of coffee every morning, he always buy dozen dvds and novels, he is quite but it doesn't mean he doesn't want to talk. when he is talking, everybody will listen to him carefully, because of his words are very meaningful. and oh.. he loves to snore when he fall asleep and tired. loud. hehee. but it doesn't matter. i know you love him like i do. maybe more than i do, right sister? and i'm pretty much sure that you will love him as long as you can :) my brother will do the same. he really loves you. you're the first and always be the first for him. that's true..

B.E.A.R

i love you so much much much, bear :)

+1000!

I'm a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings and fingerprints
I don't wanna feel anything but I do 
And it all comes back to you

trico stole my heart!

black and white fishy

laras' camera. tika's film. my captures.


camera geek = atika fadillah

DODO

this is our camera (my boyfriend and i) we save our money and.. voila! here is DODO a cute name isn't it? well, we guess :P

dodo got his 2nd roll after the previous one was totally worst. hahaha.